i need to cut really bad. i can actually feel my leg tingling. its the only thing that takes the tenseness away. i dont know what else to do. i can feel it in my chest
like i need to vomit. why doesnt it go away. i distract myself but it doesnt go away & i need to bleed really really bad. i dont want to fucking be here. everyone
claims they want me better but show none of it. let me die god damn it. how much longer are you all going to put up with me. stooooooop. please. let this happen.
better now than when im older. its happening either way, sorry.
STOP PROLONGING ME
I WILL NEVER BELONG HERE
I AM GOING TO DIE YOUNG
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE