22 years! happy columbine day everyone. i say 'happy' in the most bittersweet way possible. its like i always say :) there were two columbine victims and their names
were reb & vodka. for real though i thought about it for a while today and i .. jokes aside, do not mourn The Thirteen whatsoever. but thats not very shocking when you know
i didnt cry at my own mothers funeral. its not very shocking when you know how i deal with & react to things. which is part of the reason i try to interact with as few people as possible.
i dont like explaining myself. i dont like always explaining Why im so "interested" in them or why i defend them or speak so highly of them. because its not an interest, its not part of liking
true crime at this point. yes i like other cases and shit but columbine isnt columbine, its dylan & eric. its what theyre fucking doing to our heads. but i wouldnt have it any other way. & even
if i DID want to be stupid again.. i cannot. anywaaaay got way off topic but today is also eight months with my niko <3 <3 <3 thats a lotta months. not a dent in the rest of our lives though.
ah shit my dad needs help in the kitchen now ill finish this later. i love dylan and eric